Tuesday, February 16, 2010

...Where to begin.

First things first.

I want to apologize.

I want to apologize for falling off the face of the planet and becoming a lost artifact.

I'm sorry for not taking the initiative to say hello.
I have an incredibly hard time doing that. Really, I do.
I don't know why.
I'm a very, very, very unsociable person.
I'm not outgoing.
If it seems I am it's a mask I'm wearing.

So I'm sorry.
I blame myself for completely shutting off all contact.
I don't know.
If I want to talk I always wait to have something to talk about.
As of late.

I have nothing to talk about.

So I'm sorry I haven't texted you to say hi, how's it going.
I'm sorry I haven't read your blogs.
Or emailed you.
Or facebooked you.

And it's not just you, it's every living, breathing person I've ever come into contact with.

And again I say I'm sorry.


I don't want to stab you in the heart.


I'm happy.

Sort of.


Veggy Christian said...

Wow, this whole post seemed rather poetic! :)

I'm glad you're sort of happy, you should be right? You're finally headed in the direction you want to go. You should feel a great wash of relief with that. And don't feel too bad on my account, I'm the same way actually, for the most part. It's hard for me to just reach out and say hi to someone, so I understand, especially the not having anything to report part. What is there to mention besides all the schoolwork we have to do? But I still miss you, and I'm really excited about you coming (up? down? over?) this weekend! Drive safe! :D

未來 said...

Lets cross the bridge when we come to it........................................