Thursday, December 3, 2009

A New Do

Welp. I've decided that I would go ahead and chop my hair off early. Lately I've just been lazy and haven't wanted to take the time to blow dry my insanely thick hair. Take 30-45 minutes out of my morning/day/night to straighten it. Deal with the bangs constantly falling in my face. Scrunch it until it's a poofy curled mess. So I've just been throwing it up in a ponytail or a bun for the past 2-3 weeks and I feel like it's bleeding into my daily life.

"Say what!?" you ask? Well, have you ever heard that if you think you look reeeaal good one day you're just in a really good mood? Well I think my thing is that since I'm being lazy with my hair, I'm not feeling as good lookin' as I know I can, and just overall feel lazy and uninspired.

Weird concept, I know. But There are some things people (women/girls in general) just worry about the most. How their face looks. How big their boobs look today. How well they're dressed today. For me, it's how good my hair looks. Why? I have no idea. It just is. Now you may say "How can that be? If hair is the thing you're worried about, why are you so lazy with it?" Well. I have no idea.

So tomorrow around 11am I'm going to go hack it all off at the Family Cuts that's only $7.95 or something. They've always done a great job with my hair. The. 2 times I've gone there. So I'm hoping that this time will be no different. I'm kind of nervous because once you chop you hair off...if you don't like it it's not like you can just go *PUH* and grow it right back.

I honestly wish it were already Friday. I get paid. It'll be the weekend. And I'll have one of 3 art projects done. And I get my hair chopped off! I'm really tired of this semester for some reason. It's gone by fast...and slow at the same time.

I'm ready to go to Connecticut. I really feel like I need to escape Texas for a bit, and let me tell you. I LOVE Texas, but in Texas is school. The pressure of a job. A routine of life. In Connecticut I don't have to worry about an art project that's due when I return next semester (I don't have one. This is just an example). I don't have to wake up at 4:30am MWF to go to work. I don't have to stare at my pantry and wonder what I'm going to eat. It will be a nice release. Except it'll probably be cold. I hate the cold. Now, if there's snow on the ground okay. I can bear it because dude. It's snow! We won't be in CT for as long as I would like because we're staying at a hotel this time. My grandma is still sorta getting over her bone cancer (mentally. The cancer is all gone) and it would be sort of stressful on her if we were staying with her for 5 days.

But enough babble. Time to finish an art project!


Veggy Christian said...

I understand the whole appearance-affecting-attitude thing. I mean seriously, if you don't feel inspired to make your appearance fun then you will just let that fact dampen your spirits. Doesn't have to be all the time, but it makes sense. I'm so excited to go and watch them snip away at your hair and revamp your look, which hopefully will inspire you and revitalize your spirit. I know for me changing my look every now and then really pumps me up with confidence and vitality.

I hope you enjoy CT! I'd rather be up there in the summer when it's moderate and pleasant, but take what you can get I suppose, right? And I'm glad your GM doesn't have the bone cancer anymore, that's such a blessing.

And yeah, I am so ready for this semester to just be over too. I've been ready for a while now, but the time is fast approaching, yay! :D