I feel like, ever since I moved home that is, that I've become a more,
oh,
solitary person.
And I think I've gotten a little meaner too D:
My patience runs out quicker.
I'm not as happy.
I don't know.
I pray this is just a phase I'll get over eventually.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Here I go again D:
Posted by Sketched on a Canvas at 6:41 PM 1 comments
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
...Where to begin.
First things first.
I want to apologize.
I want to apologize for falling off the face of the planet and becoming a lost artifact.
I'm sorry for not taking the initiative to say hello.
I have an incredibly hard time doing that. Really, I do.
I don't know why.
I'm a very, very, very unsociable person.
I'm not outgoing.
If it seems I am it's a mask I'm wearing.
So I'm sorry.
I blame myself for completely shutting off all contact.
Why?
I don't know.
If I want to talk I always wait to have something to talk about.
As of late.
I have nothing to talk about.
Nothing.
Zilch.
Nada.
So I'm sorry I haven't texted you to say hi, how's it going.
I'm sorry I haven't read your blogs.
Or emailed you.
Or facebooked you.
And it's not just you, it's every living, breathing person I've ever come into contact with.
And again I say I'm sorry.
But.
I don't want to stab you in the heart.
But,
I'm happy.
Sort of.
Posted by Sketched on a Canvas at 5:08 PM 1 comments
Thursday, January 14, 2010
9:00 am
At this time, I had finished filling out all my paper work and was on my way back to my room. I swiped my ID card into the reader to get back into the dorm and it blinked red at me. I tried again. Still red. Thankfully a friend was heading out and was able to let me in.
At this time, I was no longer a student at ACU.
Will I miss it? Yes. Terribly. The environment is something like a second home. It's friendly, welcoming, small and cozy, and my greatest friends are there.
But life says I need a degree to be successful. If I'm going to get a degree, I want it to be in something I enjoy.
At ACU I was a 2D major. Meaning, everything not having to do with digital art.
Digital art is my forte.
For this semester I am going to go to Richland Community college and get my core classes done, and maybe take a painting class so I'll be listed as a full time student.
In the fall I will hopefully go to UNT and graduate with a degree in animation. Unless another college catches my fancy.
Am I scared? Yes. When I came to ACU I had an older sister to show me around. At Richland, I won't.
I'll be on my own.
It's 10:00 am.
Posted by Sketched on a Canvas at 9:51 AM 1 comments
Sunday, January 10, 2010
...Wanna know how bad I don't want to be here?
To the point where I'm shaking in misery.
Literally. I feel like a chihuahua right now.
My stomach hurts.
I feel depressed.
I don't want to be here.
Yes I'm glad to see the people.
....
AGH.
Posted by Sketched on a Canvas at 8:17 PM 0 comments
Friday, January 1, 2010
OH. MY GOODNESS.
For the longest time I actually FORGOT that I had a blog!
and you know what!
My animation has been done since CHRISTMAS!
Oh dear oh dear I'm sorry!
But here here here watch it 8D
Click here!
Posted by Sketched on a Canvas at 9:15 AM 2 comments
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Home For the Holidays
What a creative title, right? Well, currently, I'm sitting in the New Orleans airport waiting for a 3:45 flight back to Dallas. It's been torture, actually. Last night we (the fam + gram and grandpa) had Chinese food for dinner. Apparently it didn't really agree with my stomach and I upchucked at 11:30 ish last night and my stomach still isn't happy with me. All I've had to eat today is 100 calorie snack things, cinnamon toast crunch, a rice crispie treat and a small thing of yogurt. So in other words, no real mealage. Nothing sounds good, not even my favorite food. Argh. So I have 2 more hours to do nothing and browse along on my 'pooter.
I kinda didn't want to leave Connecticut this morning. It had just snowed Sunday night and it was a great surprise Monday morning waking up to mid-shin deep snow, but mom and dad both have to go back to work so alas, back to Texas we go. I must say though, I am excited to get back to Texas, mainly because that's where Christmas is and that's where my new tablet is! I'm getting a wacom intuos4 tablet. I hope. We ordered it from Amazon. I can't wait to put it to good use.
Okay, and now, I love Christmas music, don't get me wrong, but the music they have playing is awful and annoying.
So I'm going to plug in my headphones and suffer through a headache and tummy aches.
Merry Christmas!
Posted by Sketched on a Canvas at 1:31 PM 1 comments